life life life life life life

I don't know. Everything, it's all just very interesting.

Like how we freak out.
How things turn around.
How years of mild frustration and confusion can be resolved in a single honest conversation.
How we come together.
How we drift apart.
And most notoriously, how we miscommunicate.

For me, there's been a lot to take in over the last month or so, and I'm fairly confident that, for the most part, I've been dealing with things well. But there might be people that will disagree with that. But that's okay.

When I get over my feelings and really think about it, change is amazing.
If not for any other reason than the fact that it's a great catalyst for new and good opportunities.

Anyway, I've been pretty excited recently because I've decided to dive back into this one certain art form that I sort of drifted away from since high school.

I won't deny that it could possibly be my own way of lashing out or something.
But it's a good outlet, I promise. I'm really excited about it.
ART IS VERY FUN.

yay k bye

i dont know what to title this

Today has been profound.
Though the events of today really just ended up bringing me back to sitting here at my desk, something amazing happened today.
Today is characterized in my mind as an incredible victory. The aftermath of an amazing night that will hopefully be repeated many times in the near future.

I feel so encouraged and affirmed. More than I have in quite a while.
I am completely wrapped up in God's infectious love, so much that I kind of don't even know what to do with myself.

Today has been spectacular.

something i remembered today:

never forget and continually remind yourself of the specific instances in your life when God displays his beautiful faithfulness.

keep going forward

for the most part, i think that what i'm waiting for is also something that i have complete control over.
but i don't know if this is true.



because if it were,
i would have gotten it by now.